Nicki Thomas for Playboy, Miss March 1977.
at a pho restaurant
in Austin

I could sit here and paint a vivid picture of how you make me feel. The rosy pinks and warm reds of our time spent together. Or I could paint the horrendous tendencies of my insides for you to interpret. I bet then you’d back out I bet then you’d understand. I bet then you’d realize it isn’t wise to feel for me. But it’s wise in my eyes because I need you I need it to keep me on the note of hope. That note of hope that acts as my drive, it was always so hard before. And now it’s as hard as ever again.

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Real-life Grave of the Fireflies: (Photo) Stoic Japanese orphan, standing at attention having brought his dead younger brother to a cremation pyre, Nagasaki, by Joe O’Donnell 1945

This photograph was taken by an American photojournalist, Joe O’Donnell, in Nagasaki in 1945.
He recently spoke to a Japanese interviewer about this picture:

“I saw a boy about ten years old walking by. He was carrying a baby on his back. In those days in Japan, we often saw children playing with their little brothers or sisters on their backs, but this boy was clearly different. I could see that he had come to this place for a serious reason. He was wearing no shoes. His face was hard. The little head was tipped back as if the baby were fast asleep.
“The boy stood there for five or ten minutes. The men in white masks walked over to him and quietly began to take off the rope that was holding the baby. That is when I saw that the baby was already dead. The men held the body by the hands and feet and placed it on the fire.
“The boy stood there straight without moving, watching the flames. He was biting his lower lip so hard that it shone with blood. The flame burned low like the sun going down. The boy turned around and walked silently away.

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